I’m bad at this. I feel drained. I’m trying to get everything in order. I’ve been dealing with a lot of shit lately. Luckly tomorrow I get to go see my therapist, which, I haven’t seen in a long while. I’ve been feeling extra agoraphobic lately. Social anxiety. Whatnot. But I’ve been reading and working out these past couple of days so that seems to be helping but my mind is on 24/7. Today I put the ghosts up. I have an idea for a video but I don’t know when to shoot it. When I’ll feel well enough to get in front of a camera. But ultimately this project is a project of itself. It’s everything it could be and isn’t everything it could be. I’m going to be zen about it and just say that it’s exactly how it should be, because it is how it is. Ya feel?
October 13th 2016 9:53 pm
I’ve been sick since the opening. I’m still feeling shitty. When I feel shitty I don’t want to create or think deeply. So I haven’t updated. I will update more when the boogie man goes away.
October 3rd 2016 2:49pm
I know for sure now I am high on fumes. I feel sick. I want to get this shit done yo. What a boring update. Basically all my time is in the studio, working away so I can make some folks happy or unhappy. pitter patter.
See My Mess
October 2nd 2016 12:46pm
I’m feeling ok today. And I felt ok yesterday. This is unusual lately. Finishing some last physical touches. I go to pick up the keys in a couple of hours.
I also might be high from fumes.